Robin, there is a book written by a Gnostic physician, Samael Aun Weor, it's called "Occult medicine and practical magic", he is giving at least 2 cures for your problem, one is a plant named "Ojaransin", I looked also on internet and I did not find any controversy about this plant, should be safe.
I, like you, and many others, believe in MIRACLES.....
there is a saying 'for every problem there is a solution', it has to be...

I wish you get well for your birthday!
Anca